When one wakes in the night
despite sleeping pills, white
noise machines, orthopedic
pillows, and thinks of oranges
-- such sweetness -- there it is,
that orange, floating brilliantly
in this dim room -- and all
the things one must make sense
of -- Nehru jackets, bouffant
hairdos, threatening french
nails -- your attachment to top-
less bars, those artificial orbs,
that tooty fruity booze -- all
this demanding explication
in the swoony night with its
train whistles and sock-it-to-me
buzz, love, American style, the ed-
ification of this planet's turn to
darkness, the rebellious suicide
of the sun, the sweetness of
oranges -- where is Lawrence
of Arabia when you need him
to peel this open, to hand you,
one-by-one, these white-veined
crescents, dripping with light?