you walk through my dreams holding
my pain in your hands like coals
your flesh peels back burning I
lay down beside you my skin
peeled back I turn the knife onmyself you peel my fingers
back you take it from me and
still I kill you in my dreams
because you are there (because
he is not) and because Ibelieve you are immortal
and cannot be harmed even
though I know that every-
thing dies especially love
especially loving me